我很累了！
有时我在想，为什么老天要这样对我？
每天到要面对她，想避开也不可以。
我在想，是我的错吗？
是她自己造成今天这种结局！
弟弟讨厌她，我相信这是她的错！
现在，连我也讨厌她！
不要一直把这些错怪到我们的身上，你们自己没有错吗？
自己先反省，再来怪我们。。。

我累了！

School Start!

OMG! Going to school later, I'm really very sian. Tutorials, projects (A LOT!).......-.-
Yesterday, my third aunt came to my house with her husband. We didn't meet for few months. They went to sheng siong and brought 4 crabs at $68. Omg, damn expensive. Then they say 久久一次, nevermind.

I'm so happy yesterday. I love family gathering!! :D

I FOUND THE TRUTH!
I found the truth!
I'm so impressed of myself! But i'm not gonna to tell the truth out.
This is because is personal.
i thought she wouldn't, and keep say she is innocent!

Alright, I shall leave the problem to them
As well as the solutions...
Regardless of what, I hope that she will get back to the right track!

previous photo..took in the

went for avs test today, damn sad~!
what i learn didn't came out..what the hell is that!
teacher still say easy, and all the important he said didn't came out..lie again..

went to pizza hut, using the class fund remaining money..
although i don't eat pizza, but i eat the drumlet..lols
mrs sam still apologize to me cause i cannot eat..but is okay..
i really dun mind..haha

headache..i couldn't find my oilment..i remember everytime i will take with me..
shit!

going to slack today..study tmr onwards..
i dunwan to get 2.9 gpa again..is shit man..
i wan to aim 3

pls..godness..

feeling so stress now...

eyes feeling so dry, tear coming out..

tmr valentine..but single..lols...who call me chase away him..lols

regret? i dun regret lohx..

happy valentine to all!

today, autocad test...
shit, i didn't manage to finish it...
My pond don't look like pond,
hoping that can get an A for this subject..
cause my other subject sucks...especially EMC..
Going to study hard for my exam..hoping to get a good gpa..lols
pictures taken the last few weeks..

today i skip my lesson and went shopping with my mum at JB. we took bus there with empty hand but come back with no hand. oops..not no hand, is full of bags..hahaha...

Not that i wanna skip my lesson, just that the lesson is only 2 hrs, waste my time only..(i not a bad girl)!

New year clothes for me and a new pair of shoes... Simply like the shirt as my mum say reaching 18 so must buy more mature clothes, not to be too childish liaox...omg..

Black my loves,
but CNY, red more suit!

A red and a purple, CNY
More Ang pao for me..
A better future
Happily after..lolx

Spent about Rm600+..wow..omg

bye:)

Today wake up about 9.30, went to watch the korean boys over flowers. But so sad, they haven upload the chinese sub for the show, so i blur blur finish watching although i dunno what they are toking about :(.

I went to JP with my mummy to settle my tuition fee loan..i so poor:(..so sad. After settle finish, i call my mum to accompany me to NTUC, the newer 1. This is because i didn't go before..haha..

I haven went shopping for a long time, but i also dun like to go out.
When we were inside the NTUC, there was alot of food testing, eat here and there and i was almost full.

We head ahead to my auntie's working place to buy soya bean milk. But my mum suggest me to try the orea soya bean milk, but it taste weird:$.

Went to meet eunice after that to go school together. I purposely late, cause everytime is i wait for her, so angry! haha..

Autocadd is a damn difficult subject for me, i really dislike this..i mean it..just a few qns, we alomost spent 3 hrs+ to do it..can you imagine we having our test in 2hr 30 mins. i think i couldn't finish it bahx..

Eunice say first time see me so hardworking so even when time up, she didn't want to disturb me..haha..thank you lahx..

but when we take bus that time, she say i cause her so late reach home. Traffic Jam...haha

I still thinking whether to go school tomorrow, cause is only a 2 hrs class, damn boring. If i skip class tomorrow, i cannot skip nect week which is Chinese New Year.haix..sian, so difficult for me to decide:x.

Mummy say she going take me to buy clothes for CNY at johor. We go there for shopping and eating..haha..so nice..

recent photo :)

Boys over flower, they are so handsome!..hooo

So sweet:) Nitex

yesterday is a sad day for me.
yesterday i went to view my blog and i saw step leave comment for me.
she say do view alvina blog and give her blessing.
when i saw this, i not really know what happen, but i guess correctly.
i went to view her blog, but i couldn't get in, cause of the image errors.
then i went to view step's blog, then i getting to sroll down the page, i burst into tears.
i couldn't stop, and i dunno why.

she passed away on 13 january due to heart operation failure. wow..i damn sad.
she's so young and haven fufil her dreams all yet.
Now, i just hope that she will rest in peace, we will always remember her.

Alvina, a good girl in my eyes. A caring and a quiet girl.
last time, after our cca, whenever meet her at the busstop wif step, we will take 157 bus together.
She went down the same stop as me. at the old folk home there, we always climb the overhead bridge together, we chat. Is only just a few block away from me.

Now she's gone...Goodbye, my Friend. Alvina Tan Wan Ling

i will be away to Malaysia cause my grandpa passed away today, anithing wait until i come back.

My Art Piece: Disaster

Actually this is about what human causes the earth to be destroy..u will understand when you see my drawings.


sketches:

My Final Design

Bored!

there's nothing i can do!
chatting is all i want!
hippie!

Today, went to Jurong Point with my mum and aunt. wow! i didn't realise that jp is so big now..maybe i hide myself in my hse for too long. I didn't realise that the world is damn big now..haha..

i walk unitl i very tired and we sat down and ate alot of foods..all the table is full of food..
went back home and my mum help us to rebond our hair...haha..cause my sister kept disturb her, she cannot tahan any more, therefore she want to shut her mouth up!
sleepy! nitex.

bye!muackx

omg,i didn't really sleep the whole night cause of my stupid stomach, is so pain... i kept screaming for help! my mum keep asking me to eat medicine, but i ate, is no use.

i still thinking whether do i need to operation...flipping here and there, walking here and there. Non-Stop! Finally, i wake up at 8am, and my stomach seem to be not so pain, all my worries gone..

My brain only appear: HENG!(which means lucky). ermmm...early in the morning, nothing happen, just that all my family memebers still sleeping, left me alone..so boring. alright, lets have a memory review...(photo)

From left: peixuan,yeevonn,me,eunice

Took place: yeevonn's hse

Peixuan n me!

peixuan n eunice

eunice!

me!

me!hehe

is me again!

ya!is me..

me..me..me

vivian n! me